January 2009
103 posts
December 2008
140 posts
good new years eve morning
last day of 08.
and i’m all headachey and coughy and pain-like.
waiting for medicine to kick in.
buuuuuuuuut
i hope everyone has a fucking sick new years eve. whether you’re going out and like… getting alchohol poisoning or if you’re staying home with loved ones and watching terrible telivison or whatever it is people do anymore.
whatever it is, take it easy and stay...
oh my, totally jealous. →
“after all that, i forgot to get a doc. certificate for work. shit.”
1 docs appointment later
1 x urine test
+
1x blood test.
=
no confirmation.
staying strong though.
will not let this beat me.
thank you r for your strong words today. it has been a major help to me and a lot of others out there as well.
peacex
yes
this mornings (or eveings, i dunno where everyone is) evidence of tumblr-help brings a smile to my face. both mine and for our friend(s) out there giving up the ciggs. good luck.
just saying.
foolishgirrl2:
think positive!! :) try to focus on something external.. I am sick a lot, at times seriously but the best method for me is to distract myself.. if you focus on illness it gets worse instead of better.. it is what I tell my patients too.. I am a nurse, if you didn’t know that already.. :)
“damn AOL and it’s inability to play videos in Aus”
– *waiting for cardinals AOL clips to come onto youtube*
today i took the day off work because i beleive that i am dying.
later, i’m going to the doctor.
and i’m scared shitless.
usually i just ride these periods out.
make myself see/beleive that it is all in my head.
but some people make you realise that, in some cases, you can’t simply sit and wait and i thank them.
i hate this shit. i need to go see someone.
oh man.
no
somehow i don’t beleive the cure for hypochondria lies in reading about it.
8:48am
urrgh, i, once again, got to work way to early this morning and feel like shit. i guess i should probably stop going to bed at 1:00am on a work night but it’s hard to break a habit you’ve been in since like yr 10.
last week of 2008.
how time does fly.
and just a quick WTF, but what is with this coming friday being a work day? it’s like:
new years eve
new years day
work day
...
true love will find you in the end
“you’re the truth, not i”
“never let them take you down”
– ??
“most people keep their brains between their legs.”
– such a little thing makes all the difference
“nobody wants to dance with you now,
broken feet for two”
“they invented LOVE all right
but they still can’t make the right
plastic or metal or whatever to hold it all in
so it just keep leaking (insert water sounds)
all over everything (insert everything)
dripping and splashing/making music
gives me an ear infection
now my equilibrium’s fucked
so i’m holding onto the railing all the way down
and i’m asking for your...
“fuck… am i only what i can offer you?”
– just over recent realisations
“every writer is a moral philosopher”
– ar
Top 10 Things To Do At Home Today
1. find out why i am a nonobjective writer
2. understand objectivity as a writer
3. find a dictionary that can define ‘archapostle’
4. get out of bed
5. eat/drink something
6. find a saturday afternoon cd to listen to
7. work on 2 new songs i am learning (not mine, covers)
8. read
9. watch ‘studio 60’
10. keep the faith
*fyi - i’m currently reading...
